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About the Book

What is it like for a convicted murderer who has spent decades behind bars to suddenly find himself released into a world he barely recognizes? What is it like to start over from nothing? To answer these questions Sabine Heinlein followed the everyday lives and emotional struggles of Angel Ramos and his friends Bruce and Adam—three men convicted of some of society’s most heinous crimes—as they return to the free world.

Heinlein spent more than two years at the Castle, a prominent halfway house in West Harlem, shadowing her protagonists as they painstakingly learn how to master their freedom. Having lived most of their lives behind bars, the men struggle to cross the street, choose a dish at a restaurant, and withdraw money from an ATM. Her empathetic first-person narrative gives a visceral sense of the men’s inner lives and of the institutions they encounter on their odyssey to redemption. Heinlein follows the men as they navigate the subway, visit the barber shop, venture on stage, celebrate Halloween, and loop through the maze of New York’s reentry programs. She asks what constitutes successful rehabilitation and how one faces the guilt and shame of having taken someone’s life.

With more than 700,000 people being released from prisons each year to a society largely unprepared—and unwilling—to receive them, this book provides an incomparable perspective on a pressing public policy issue. It offers a poignant view into a rarely seen social setting and into the hearts and minds of three unforgettable individuals who struggle with some of life’s harshest challenges.

About the Author

Sabine Heinlein’s writing has appeared in the Iowa Review, The Brooklyn Rail, City Limits, Tablet Magazine, Die Zeit, Frankfurter Allgemeine Zeitung, and other publications.

Table of Contents

Acknowledgments

Introduction

1. Freedom Day
2. At the Garden
3. Street Code
4. Talking Murder
5. Poster Boys
6. Dinner with Bruce
7. Job Readiness
8. Prisoners Still
9. The Penis Dialogues
10. At the Barber
11. Causalities
12. The New Coat
13. A Haunted House
14. Waiting for Nothing
15. Growing Old
16. Silent Forgiveness
17. Lies and Good Luck
18. Sex, Love, and Race
19. From Attica to Broadway
20. The New Home
21. On Guard

Epilogue
Notes
Bibliography

Reviews

“A thoughtful consideration of the massive challenges and moral burdens faced by individuals paroled after long sentences for the most severe of infractions. . . . Heinlein develops authentic, nuanced portrayals of her central characters. . . . A deeply compassionate book that poses urgent questions about the end product of imprisonment and the social thirst for vengeance.”
Kirkus Reviews
“Notably free of policy jargon, Sabine’s work is about real people and the stories they have to tell.”
Brooklyn Rail
“It will set readers thinking and possibly wanting to do more research on the subject.”
Library Journal
"This book is more than a tribute to the men interviewed: it asks us to test ourselves on our capacity for forgiveness and then to consider penal power’s capacity to destroy the self."
Times Higher Education
"If you are looking for a soul touching, look no further and pick up this book. You won’t be let down."
San Francisco Book Review
"Offers glimpses of a world unfamiliar to most of us and offers the opportunity to begin an honest dialogue about crime, rehabilitation, and reentry."
Page 99 Test
"Clear, engaging prose throughout the book provides many thought-provoking insights into the nature of rehabilitation, forgiveness, and redemption by looking at real people who have faced the challenges of re-entry from prison to free society . . . aims a fresh spotlight on the problems and challenges faced by the millions of people who have been released from America's prisons."
Finger Lakes Times
"Heinlein puts a face to a population that evokes strong feelings while remaining largely unfamiliar. Among Murderers is an eye-opening look at life after prison and our society’s thirst for vengeance."
Rumpus
"Among Murders is informative, insightful and a pleasure to read."
Rutgers Book Review Journal
Among Murderers is a remarkable achievement, an eye-opening work of journalistic empathy in the best tradition of Katherine Boo, Ted Conover, and Adrian Nicole LeBlanc. In studying the cases of these three just-released convicts, Sabine Heinlein raises significant policy and philosophical questions about crime and punishment and the nature of "rehabilitation." This is a triumphantly humane work of reporting and storytelling.”—Scott Stossel, editor at The Atlantic and author of the award-winning Sarge: The Life and Times of Sargent Shriver.

"With this unsentimental yet deeply empathetic look at the lives of ex-cons struggling to make it on the outside, Sabine Heinlein establishes herself as the Orwell of rehabilitation, American-style."—David Samuels, contributing editor at Harper's Magazine and contributor to The Atlantic and The New Yorker.

“Sabine Heinlein's Among Murderers is a remarkable, clear-eyed portrait of three men trying to create lives for themselves after serving decades of hard time as punishment for having committed the ultimate crime. Working in the journalistic tradition of Joseph Mitchell and A.J. Liebling, Heinlein brings these men to life as fully-realized, fascinating if flawed characters. Heinlein's readers won't be able to think of crime or punishment in the same way.”—Robert S. Boynton, author of The New New Journalism

Among Murderers joins a small but important group of literary books that take an intimate look at murderers. Detailing individuals’ painful steps and difficult quotidian lives as they try to find a place on the outside and come to terms with their crimes, this book has much to tell us about crime and punishment in America today.”—Sam Swope, Dean of the New York Public Library's Cullman Center Institute for Teachers

Awards

  • 2014 Independent Publisher Book Awards (Gold Medal), Independent Publisher Book Awards

Media

Interview with the author.